Now is Better than Perfect

Hey Kids,

I mentioned the other day at work about wanting to make Biscuits and Garvey for dinner. I was asked if I made my own biscuits, to which I replied, “No, Pillsbury is fine with me; and makes the task less complicated.” I like to cook, but in the evenings, it’s also nice to relax.

I received scoffs from one particular person who explained how he would never do canned biscuits. Another agreed and told me how it wasn’t that hard to do.

I make my own Sourdough bread. I’m not afraid to make bread products.

Anyway I proceeded with my original plan and made Biscuits and Gravy for dinner last night. The canned biscuits were easily subdued by the delicious gravy and sausage (if I say so myself).biscuit-md

I wonder when the last time those other two, both Southerners, had Biscuits and Gravy. Although not perfect, I, the Northern boy, had it last night.

It don’t have to be perfect or to anyone else’s standards. Do what you want when you want and how you want. The world will just keep you waiting and tell you how you did it wrong.

Just do it.

 

Day 75

A Good Time To Come Along

Hey Kids,

You know what’s cool? Living in an age where almost any piece of information is available within minutes on the Internet. (Remember when we called it the “Web” or the Information Super Highway?)

I check the online weather radar on the days when we have storms moving though and try to skirt home between the downpours. It worked great today.

on-the-internet-nobody-knows-youre-a-dog-memeCan’t remember some name or factoid? Google what you know and you’re an instant genius.

TED talks. A bunch of them are full of crap, but I learn constantly by streaming them at my desk as I do data entry.

Today I heard about a WWII story that I had never heard before. Looked it up, found out some details, learned of a detailed book of the event, and pondered the thought of writing a future book about it. Without the internet, it would’ve been a passive story that I half-understood and most likely forgot before I had a chance to research.

I think some of the things from the past are sorely missed and I wonder how life passed in old west times. However, I’m thankful to live in this day and age where the world and all its wonders are right there on my screen.

And to think how cool I thought digital watches were when they first came out.

 

Day 74

People Time

Hey Kids,

I have a deadline running up on me.

June 28th is the date to release the second book of the Porter Rockwell Series. It may be self-imposed but it still remains important. I have so much work to do. I wonder if I’ll really make it.

I’m not complaining. I love doing it. And I love the pressure. But today I had to let it go. I took this afternoon off and spent it with my brother instead. We had dinner, talked, and hung out.4564135255_23e3aee2ac211211211111111111111111111111111111121111111111

Did I make any progress on the book? Not directly, but I feel refreshed and ready to get after it tomorrow. In return, I can now expect his help; I’ll need the encouragement and the support when I hole away later.

Special people in our lives are worth our time. They’re worth pushing ourselves a little harder because we spent time with them. They’re worth being in our lives.

Goals are great, but so are people.

 

Day 73

Makes Sense to Me

Hey Kids,

Co-worker: “Did you ride your motorcycle in today?”

Me: “Did the sun rise?”

CW: “I don’t know it was raining.”

Me: “I’m pretty sure the sun still rose, but yes I rode in today.”

CW: “It’s raining now, are you going to ride home in it?”

Me: “As opposed to what?”

CW: You should’ve drove in today.”854333943380768_n

Me: “I did.”

CW: “I mean in your car.”

Me: “Ain’t got one.”

CW: “What do you do when it rains?”

Me: “Get wet.”

CW: “That’s horrible. Do you want a ride home?”

Me: “Do you?”

CW: “No! Why don’t you have a car?”

Me: “Don’t want one; besides, I have two bikes instead.”

CW: “But you get wet.”

Me: “At 240 pounds, I’m hoping it makes me shrink a little bit.”

Ride a Bike- Get Wet

 

Day 72

Signs

Hey Kids,

I have two conflicting weaknesses in life.

1) I hate signs. Signs are everywhere and after a while we just ignore them anyway. Signs are a sign that too many people think they can tell you what to do. In my opinion.

2) I do dumb things. I’m not really a safety guy. How I’m still alive, I’m not too sure. I’ve made it to 48 (still have a few weeks to say that) and haven’t died yet, but I keep trying.

That all being said, this sign is one I would heed.Warning sign of the century award goes to...

Don’t be afraid to live and learn every once and a while.

 

Day 71

Out There

Hey Kids,

To go where nobody is. That’s what I wanted. Where would you go? We headed west. West of the Salt Lake Valley, west of the next valley and into the valleys yet further west again. Out there lies vast open desert where people are as scarce as the water.IMG_20150502_201930_977-1

Once leaving the city of Tooele (Pronounced To-will-a), the traffic took a sharp drop off on the darkening Saturday night. When we turned off from the two lane highway just north of the small town of Vernon, the traffic and the daylight had disappeared altogether. And when the pavement ended, we were on own from then on.

The dry, graded, oft washboard-rattling, dirt road, following the path of the 1860’s Pony Express, climbed to Look Out Pass. Ironically, although in yesteryear the 10-day mail delivery service brought revolutionary communication to the country, once past Look Out Pass, all cell service ends.

The moon rose high and full and provided plenty of light beyond our headlights. We dodged many daredevil Jack Rabbits that challenged our speed with last minute sprints across the roadway. A pair of Antelope watched us drive by with limited but cautious interest. We remarked that with the entire desert in which to run, why hang around the road side?

We crawled up and over the last pass of the Dugway Mountains, crossing at the same place the Ponies, stage coaches and the Lincoln Highway all shared through time. Marks remain visible on the hillside during the daytime, if you know for what to look. We descended into the last valley, the clock pressing hard against the midnight hour.

IMG_20150503_101031_913Our favorite place to camp, lies nestled between two hills of the west side of the Dugway Mountains. A little piece of our own paradise. Armed with only a small two wheel lane road, mostly overgrown with sage brush, a dry wash bed and a lone Juniper Tree, the place would catch the attention of few. But it’s our place and we love it there.

We set up camp by setting out our two lawn chairs, unrolling our sleeping bags onto them and climbing in. Over our head the sky entertained us with stars playing hide-and-seek in the cloud windows that drifted, shifted and blew along. We ourselves drifted off to sleep sometime around 1am. The air cooled to necessitate a beanie cap but out bodies were plenty warm. The only sound- the gust of breezes that always occupy the night and changing of the guard of air temperatures.

The morning brought the warming sun rise, ham and eggs, and pan toasted homemade Sourdough bread. We relaxed and enjoyed what the Sabbath Morning offered to us. I climbed to the top of the north-bordering hill for the first time ever.IMG_20150503_095557_873

I learned that the post I could see half way up, most likely was a mining claim. The summit reveled a man-made pile of large rocks, indicating I was not the first to climb it. I also found a Tunnel Web spinning spider that did not show any fear to try to shew me away from its trapping grounds. I admit, I was more afraid of it then it of me.IMG_20150503_100159_549

We packed the truck, checked the Kayaks still tied to the top. I knew if anyone should see us, the look of a 4Runner carrying Kayaks across the middle of the dry, ancient lake bed would seem pretty comical. The layers of dust built up on the boats even seemed ridiculous to me.

We passed some rock hounds with Colorado and Utah plates, digging along the road. They gave us a curious look over as we passed and offered a friendly wave. They had geodes to find and didn’t waste too much time to figure out what Kayaks were doing in the desert.

Back onto the Pony Express trail and another 30-40 miles brought us to our oasis, the Fish Springs Wildlife Refuge. A single car parked at the picnic area was the only human life we saw. We drove out along one of the levees that form the waterfowl ponds filled by the natural spring. We untied our IMG_20150503_115652_716 (1)Kayaks and paddled out into our own private tour of the waterways that few ever see.

The birds nesting in the weeds did not express their love for us, but sang at us the whole time. Almost the whole trip, the songs of birds filled our ears. In a lifeless desert, it amazes me the amount of teeming life that never got the message.

We paddled to and around the many islands. We saw ducks, the “Royal Coot Navy Flotilla”, and countless number of other birds. We drifted with our feet dangling into the water. We explored a few back bays, and occasionally caught a ride on the gusts of wind. If you eliminated the surrounding brown, rock-faced mountains with near no vegetation, I would have believed we were exploring marshes boarding thick tropical forests.FullSizeRender_19

A few cars passed, doing their tour of the levees and looking at the ponds from the edges as we had done on previous trips. We laughed and thought how they must’ve seen us out there on the water and dreamed how fun it must be. The percentage of people that will ever venture out to that remote refuge is only dwarfed by the number of people who will also pack their boats to explore beyond the shores. I’m sure the birds are happy about that fact and I confess I find some joy in it as well.FullSizeRender_20

We packed the boats and started the 104 mile trip back to Tooele (do you recall how to say it?). We stopped just below Look Out Pass where the old Pony Express station once stood. We pulled out the grill and had chicken, marinated in Caribbean Jerk marinade during the day in the cooler. We added some potato and pasta salad for a delicious lunch/dinner. The sun was out but the shade and slight wind cooled our sun baked skin.

We lounged and enjoyed our lawn chairs for a short spell and watched the few campers emerge from their own secret places in the hills and head back home along the trail. A convey of military vehicles constituted for the only traffic heading back out into the desert.IMG_20150503_161748_299

We made it to Tooele and on to our home in Salt Lake. We were exhausted and once the truck was unpacked, we showered and collapsed.

A night under the stars will impress upon you how small you are. A drive through the desert will enforce the idea of how big this world is. A foray into the wild will arouse the fact that people are not wanted or needed. You become just a part of the scene and not the center piece.

Perspective can be garnered, a remembrance of how unimportant so much around us really is. Except that which we choose to be important.

What do you consider important? Spend your time there.

 

Day 70

Saturday Blues?

Hey Kids,

Saturday. The day of fun. Right?IMG_20150502_110834_269-1

Well not exactly. It should’ve been fun but it hasn’t been so far.

Started bright and early this morning and went out to do a little maintenance on the Suzuki. Valve clearance adjustment, it’s called. A nasty little job unless you do it all the time. I don’t.

But I had done it before so it shouldn’t be too problematic. Right?

Well, I didn’t remember so well from last time and spent a lot of time figuring things out. But I did it. Figure it out that is. Got down to the rocker arms and did the adjusting as required. It was obvious that it was needed too. That’s always good. Except that it means that it’s been a while since it actually needed it and it was more a repair than maintenance. But I digress.

As I put it together, I took my time and cleaned as I went. Polished it all up right pretty.

Started it up.

It sounded worse than when I started the job, err, maintenance. Ran no better either. And now. the Fuel Injection Warning light is on. Which means I need to take another Saturday and do it all over.

This would be a sad story, but for once in my life I own another motorcycle I can ride instead. You see, in terms of bikes, I’m a Commodore. I’ve never had that flexibility before. The pressure has always been to get it all done quickly because it can’t sit. There’s places to get to, jobs waiting. What a relief.

AND, tonight, we are now heading out into the west desert for a little night under the stars, cook out in the morning and hopefully Kayaking in a remote Bird refuge with large open water ponds tomorrow. The desert is truly remarkable.

So I’m washed up, tools put away, and ready to pack the gear and head west.

Saturday may not have been as productive as I hope, but it’ll end with a bang and really, no harm done.

That is a good day on any day.

 

Day 68

Same As It Ever Was

Hey Kids,

I know we all think that we evolve during our lives and get smarter. We learn lessons and go forth and do better.

We want to think we’re a product of our own thinking, of our own learning, and our own experiences.

We don’t learn and we’re just grown-up selves of what we were in our parents’ care.

At least to some degree:

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Tire wear(Note tire wear at 3 years of age and again at 48) 

Day 67