A Few Hours in a Row

Hey kids,

I might be getting a little punchy, but it has been 25 hours since I woke from my 2 1/2 hour nap yesterday. To be 100% honest, I did catch a 35 minute nap during my lunch hour between 2 and 3 AM this morning. Suffice to say, I’m running on empty right now.

Some ask me why I do it.

Some advise to stop working so much.

Others even suggest I can’t hold out.61776203

The why is the reason the other two suggestions are irrelevant.

I do this two jobs because I can, because it’s needed, and because there isn’t anybody else that could or should do it for me.

It’s called standing on your own, personal responsibility, or adulting.

Despite the tired moments, it feels good.

 

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Full Forward Reverse

Hey Kids,

I believe in dreams.

And I believe in pursuing said dreams. But there is a big fat reality with which we must all reckon, the need of money. For me that need has turned into a second job. I am in training now to be an overnight stocker at a large retailer.wallyworld1

It is the exact opposite direction that I had hoped for. But it is the answer for the moment.

I’ll still work at my writing. I have a book that’s in the works that I can’t quite get to a point that I want to let it out. It’s just not good enough. And my first book, although well liked by those who have read it, is not really selling enough to be a reliable source of income.

So instead of working towards financial independence and working for myself, I will trade some hours for money.

It’s ok. I’m not crying about it. Sometimes a man’s got to do what a man’s got to do. And currently, my hourly labor is worth more than my written words in a book. It’s cool. This world don’t owe me anything.

I don’t owe it anything either and I believe this all will change one day. I’m just going to keep plugging along.

Until then, I’ll take their money.

 

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